Submitted by throwaway454945 t3_10v3wg3 in relationship_advice
I’ve made a big mistake and I’m ashamed of myself.
I went to go hookup with this guy from tinder and things got weird and scary.
Everything was fine at first. But then before sex, I wanted to use a condom. He got up to go get the condom and I saw it in his hand. We were kissing and grinding and stuff, but then (aw Jesus I’m sorry if this is too much) I started to feel him like go inside. And I was extremely confused because I made it clear that I wanted to use a condom.
I know this is stupid but I decided to look past in the moment because I didn’t want it to become “a thing.” My thought process is that if I overlooked it than I wouldn’t have to deal with the issues that could arise of not looking over it if that makes sense.
As he was inside me and holding me down he said “Be my girlfriend.” Which I quickly said yes to because I as scared and in an extremely compromised postition.
After the fact I was extremely paranoid after everything that just happened. I was expressing how scared I was that I would get pregnant.
He said,”Dont worry, they’ll be beautiful.”
I sorta laughed reluctantly and said “Haha your crazy.”
And then he said,” You have no idea.”
After he said this I was low-key scared shitless, but the morning came and I left.
I broke things off and this guy won’t stop texting me.At first calling me maybe 10 times, but then I blocked him.
He made different numbers to try and call me and text me. He’s made maybe like 5 different numbers. I’m honestly worried and paranoid. It’s been like a month and he’s still hmu.
Fuck man. Honestly I’m feeling dazed and confused and I don’t know who or how to talk about this experience with anyone. Any help is greatly appreciated.