Submitted by Kgn3041 t3_yoan77 in relationship_advice
I (19) and boyfriend (20) have been together for three , almost four years . We’ve had some bumps in the road but always ended up with one another at the end of the day . I’ve always told him how I’ve felt about him looking at porn/pornography. I told him I would leave if I caught him watching porn . Up until now I have never caught him looking at such .This weekend, we were on a little weekend getaway, and on his phone I found him looking at an Instagram model , Skilah Blue , on his search history . He was looking at her Instagram and hoo.be ? I’ve never even heard of hoo.be . Also , on his tik tok he was following Mia Khalifa . I just unfollowed her and didn’t mention the situation to him . Although I plan on it . We have sex like crazy , so I don’t understand why this was necessary. This has just really hurt me . I have some major self esteem issues . I’ve cried all night over it and I just don’t understand why he’s done this . Am I making a bigger deal out of the situation? Tbh at this point I just feel like no matter what I do is enough.