Submitted by ThrowRA26277273 t3_zudlcu in relationship_advice
Hi guys! I’m using a throwaway account because my friends know my Reddit account
So I’m just gonna say it! I haven’t told anyone this because I feel really guilty about it and I hate myself for agreeing to it :)
My bf has been asking me whether we could roleplay as one of our friends for some time now and I didn’t really want to do it but after a while I eventually agreed because I didn’t want to make him unhappy, even though I know if I outright said no he would accept it but he kept asking and I just didn’t want to let him down
So we had sex and I role played as one of my friends and I felt so dirty and guilty while doing it and he just kept saying her name while having sex with me and he was so loving while having sex with “me” as well and I just wanted to cry haha
After sex, he suggested we roleplay as another friend the next time and I agreed again and I really fucking hate myself for it!
My friends don’t know this and I just feel so guilty and I don’t know what to do and I’ve just been thinking whether he really wants to be with me or if he wants to see other ppl and whether this is considered cheating…. Idk technically he’s having sex with me but he’s thinking of other girls and I let him hahah I’m kinda pathetic!!
But yeah I just want to know what you guys would do in this situation and whether this is considered cheating or not because I’m really confused…