Yea sorry for leaving a detail, we're talking about temporarily breaking up since it's hard for us this ldr though we always met at least once a month. Then she mentioned what if we crave some physical contact. My stupid me answered that there's a little chance that I might do something she doesn't like(it's obviously having physical contact with other women). She didn't expect to hear it from me and now she can't stop thinking about it, even though we talk about it now. I know I'm stupid that's why I'm trying to make things up