Submitted by ThrowraJaymjaym t3_10egj5w in relationship_advice
So this is a bit graphic and I do apologize for that. My boyfriend and I have been dating for just over a year now. He only disclosed his interest in rough sex about 5 months into our relationship. I had no experience in kink but he's responsible so I trusted him. Since then we've almost exclusively had sex roughly and indulging his kink. I never liked it, it was always painful but I enjoyed him trusting me and I just liked making him happy. But I can't stand it anymore, im sore constantly, in pain, and just dread sex. I don't want to disappoint him, after our like sessions he is the happiest and sweetest I ever see him, but I just dont feel like im physically or mentally capable of continuing this.