Submitted by FuckingUnicornCum t3_z7jkl7 in tifu
Basically title is what happened. He(28m) has been my(25f) friend for quite some time now, and I met him a few months back, when I broke my leg- and he was the doctor who did my surgery. We started speaking a few days after the surgery and I knew he was married, and I always kept my distance. He told me one fine day that he wished I hugged him, and my immediate response was-"one thing may lead to another..." Although I was hesitant, he told me one day how things weren't going great with his wife(25f)- how he's been married to her for 2.5 yrs and they haven't had sex till date and how frustrating he feels and to add- lonely, avoided by wife, who is at present a doctor, studying and working. I believe him, because we come from a place where we've got to be careful about our sexual activity before marriage and also because he's very honest in nature. He told me he's still a virgin and I laughed at him at first. The thing is- I was too. Fast forward the entire thing, we started meeting up outside, then he slowly started wanting me come to his place to give him company and sometimes a hug. Then he kissed me and I was really bothered. Didn't express anything at the time. However, a few weeks later, I started longing to see him again and this time kiss him. Goodness I tell you, the both of us managed not to have sex for at least 3 months and today- it happened. I met him, cuz he was upset I haven't been visiting him and we kept having a fight over the phone , so I decided to just give him a hug and be back home immediately. Things didn't go according to plan and now we both feel terrible- besides the fact that we lost our virginity to each other, there was nothing interesting about the sex. And it hurts the both of us- we don't know what to do.
I came back home and went to read an article on "what should a woman do if she slept with a married man" and it says "leave. For the sake of your sanity and self respect. He's not going to leave his wife." Oooh- I need to add this- he keeps making these jokes about how he wished he could be be married to 3 women, legally. At the same time. I'm the second one.
TL;DR I had sex with my married friend and now I am losing my mind, and guilty af.