Submitted by Blacksun_57 t3_zefm2g in tifu
So I(16f) have a friend(19m) and I'm in love with him. We have only known each other for about two months, and we became really close, really fast. I consider him one of my closest friends, but I'm also in love with him at the same time. I knew i liked him instantly, but I never dared to hope he would like me back. But as we became friends, I started to think that maybe he did liked me. He would sometimes hold my hand when we walked together, he would tell me how cute and pretty I was. He would even kiss me om my forehead and on my neck sometimes. At first I thought he was just being nice, but after a while I felt pretty sure that he liked me too. Well, turns out I was wrong. Yesterday i decided to tell him how I feel, so I texted him saying that I needed to talk to him. And today we talked, i told him how I felt and that I was fine with just being friends if he didn't feel the same way, but that I needed to know how he felt so I could either move on or start a relationship with him. He, however, told me that he didn't know what he felt. And we talked for about an hour and decided to just remain friends for now. But I was still pretty confused about what he felt for me, so I asked him again if he could just give me a clear answer. And he told me that he didn't have feelings for me. I don't know what to do now, I don't think our friendship will ever be the same again. And I'm really scared of losing him as a friend. I feel really guilty for ruining our friendship and I can't stop crying.
TL;DR - I told my best friend that I had feelings for him, and now our friendship is ruined because he didn't feel the same way.