I'm wondering if you had issues with mental health prior to this episode that he has found challenging to cope with. I can't imagine a decent, empathetic, and intelligent person walking out on a relationship over an isolated suicide attempt.

If he has, he is an arsehole and you are well rid of him. If not, consider what issues there may have been in the relationship before. Peace and love to you.

OP probably got safesearch enabled IRL aswell

Ah maybe

I dotn take offence I thought it was funny 😁

Sounds like this guy is a Ghostbuster

Oh! My bad, I apologize for the misgender!

You probably have Safesearch on so the porn is hidden.

Is your Grandma Dr.Ruth?

😆 grand daughter 😅

Both of your grandmas have been around the block a few times. Though it was probably a bit awkward to get a pornographic novel from their grandson.

I'd do my best to not think about it anymore and uh don't give either grandma any more porn.

Important fleshlight user tip. Leave the lid off while it dries.

Probably not, authors are there to sell their books since they're usually paying a premium price for their tables if they're not an invited guest. It's not unusual to lose money during a convention at the expense of gaining exposure.

I’m so sorry that you’re having to go through this. But right now you need to focus on you. You need to figure out why you had a psychosis episode and what brought you to that point and get help. You need to work on you.

I hate to say this (because you are hurting so bad right now) but your boyfriend is allowed to make his own choices and live the life he wants. If in the future IF he would like to talk to you that’s on his accord but what you did, how you acted, I don’t think you understand the entirety of it and what it did to him.

People are allowed to not want to be around people who have psychotic episodes or breakdown. Even though something medically could explain it, there are a lot of people when put in those situations are like “nope! Peace out!”

Even though you had a great relationship, your life is what needs focus now. Not repairing something irreparable. This is your growth period now. Focus on you, therapy, medication etc to get you back to a good place. Allow yourself to grieve the end of the relationship. Sometimes they just end without any explanation and ghost you. In this case it ended because a HUGE traumatic situation happened. Just walk away and work on you.

What a terrible day to be literate

To answer your question "what should I do?"

You should seek treatment, go to therapy, and eventually become open to the reality that there are other fish in the sea.

You had me at Bang Bros

No, but people who are dating and suffer extreme mental illness are often not emotionally or mentally available to be in a relationship. And we're not talking about garden variety depression, we're talking about a suicide attempt. It's not fair to expect the S/O in a situation like this to stick around walking on egg shells, unable to speak up or disagree for fear their partner might try again.

If these people do not have long term obligations to each other, they have no long term obligation to each other.

Surviving infidelity sub will offer good advice, but basically YOU need to work out what you want. If you want to try to salvage your relationship then he needs to go nc with her and change jobs as a min and you both need ic and mc to work this out. He needs to give you a full time line of everything. He aslo needs to give you full access to everythjng. If not go see a lawyer and see what divorce looks like

Depression sucks. I’ve had it i know. But you need to recognize it’s not just hard for you and it’s not fair to expect other people to carry your burden with you. Nobody owes it to you to compromise their own mental health so you don’t feel worse or get hurt. If you have people who stick with you through such a difficult time, great! But those who can’t or don’t want to handle it are not bad people for looking after their own mental health first.

“No honey, I swear I’ve never seen that woman in my life” Bro is cooked

Coconut fucker the 2nd?

I think a man would have quite different initial thought about the 'attacker' though, as an adult man would propably not be worried about getting r*ped. You're right but it's not THAT double-standard IMO.

I think walk him through you journey of progress so that he may understand what is happening to you. If he is able to experience that with you. He will understand that it was not your fault