Sounds like an epic douche, and you sound like a really trusting person.

Don't feel too bad - I've trusted people with way more than that. Like loaning money to a friend over and over, small amounts and somewhat larger amounts. Truthfully I knew he'd never pay me back even though he said he would each time and asked in manipulative ways. I just felt sorry for him because he is a super dysfunctional human.

My rule is never to lend money I can't afford to lose. That way no major harm done. Sounds like you just lost a bit of gas money - hope it isn't too big of a deal for your bank account.

I wish. My parents would never let me. If I could do this I 100% would. All of my hobbies and career interests don't technically even require a highschool diploma. But again, parents are firm believers that highschool > uni / college / trade school are the only ways I should go.

30M here, I can relate to what you’re going through. I had a colonoscopy at 25, due to seeing blood when I wiped. I occasionally get light amounts of blood in my stool, usually due to stress or diet. The good news is the colon cancer is very rare at your age, but it’s still good to get checked. My family has a history of colon cancer so I’m probably going to have another one before I’m 40.

How red was the blood? If the blood was very “blood” colored you may have just ruptured a hemorrhoid. If it looked more like a mixture of blood and feces, it may be more serious.

Also, be prepared to pay a hefty price for the colonoscopy if it turns out to be negative. They usually aren’t covered until you’re over 50.

Step away from Dr Google and don't panic. It could be anything - they'll figure it out.

You could have IBD as others have mentioned (crohn's, colitis) - could be sooooo many different things. Just chill and get it looked after.

I'm by nature an extremely anxious person. CBT helped - catastrophizing is not your friend.

Good luck and hope it turns out to be something simple.

You went to the doctor.

There are a lot of reasons for your ass to run red that aren't cancer. It's probably hemorrhoids

Drop out and start studying for your GED. IMO, a high school diploma is overrated.

i cant. i always do reckless things and just realized it. was in the hospital for an attempt a few weeks ago and then got asked for nudes and then i drank fucking smirnoff and took valium with friends and ive been going up and down up and down like depressed happy and whatever. im just really unstable and idk what to do atp. im too scared to stop ive gotten too far deep and i find drugs and alcohol fun anyways. also scared to snitch bc as i mentioned in a previous comment my friends know gang members and im afraid of what will happen if i say anything

So don't drink any more. No one is forcing you to. Bad choices lead to bad results, good choices usually lead to good results. You're fifteen. Keep drinking like that and you're in for a short and sad life.

had a rough childhood and also have friends that do drugs and drink sooo thats your answer lol

He a bum babe take your loss and never repeat this again.

First off - what a douche - thanks for the money... yeah karma will bite his ass. But secondly and most importantly- there's a difference between stupid and kind hearted. You're a nice person who wanted to help out someone - no one is expecting to be conned for a few bucks on a dating app. Sorry this happened to you, but don't let one bottomfeeding catfish ruin your adventure to find the right fishy!! Good luck!!

This could be me: literally everything you described is what I would do. Omg let's getim

> not everyone used MSN messenger

This is your FU. No one used MSN messenger, even when people used MSN messenger!

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Your FU was waiting to see a doctor, but you’re taking care of that now. Describe your stool besides the blood, is it liquid or hard solid? You might have cancer, but even if you do that doesn’t mean it’s fatal. You also might have Chrons disease, ulcerative colitis, or any other IBS. You also might have a parasite or ringworm. It could be lots of things, so don’t freak out right now.

That’s fucked

Ghosting is an asshole move, be better

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Hey OP, you need to slow down and calm down. Last month you were contemplating suicide. Last week you were self harming. Now you are posting about getting drunk and doing drugs and trying to hook up. Either you are researching for a role on the “Kids” movie remake or you are going down a very dangerous path very early in your life. Take a step back and focus on school, only on school for awhile. Find someone to talk to if you need, your school should have a counselor

So maybe this is just me and my cyclic vomiting syndrome, but I have a serious question. How do you not throw up watching VR porn? With me I get way too dizzy to even watch people playing first person shooter games, so I definitely know to stay away, but I’m curious about how it effects people who don’t get super dizzy and sick like me.

Why tf are you getting wasted as a fifteen year old child? That's the fuck up here

Yeah, if he's been you best friend for 10 years and assuming you didn't make him feel uncomfortable this will pass.

Ease off on the alcohol, have a bit of patience, don't be surprised if he feels a similar way but didn't want to take advantage while you are drunk.

And yeah I don’t know why the original doc was so laid back about my persistent bleeding. This new GP I saw said to me “you had a week’s worth of bleeding…and they didn’t get you checked out immediately??”

My great grandpa supposedly had it but as my nan was explaining his symptoms, it sounded more like esophagul cancer, considering he smoked at a very young age back then up until his late fourties’

yah i know its just really really hard to quit drugs and all that but im trying not to be as reckless.