I think this is an L for him and not you tbh, sure times can be tough but imagine how he gets to the point of going on dating apps to get like $20

It is that easy. Stop making excuses and start making better choices. No one can do it for you, and while I'm sure you have trauma, your traumas don't dictate your choices unless you let them.

If someone needs money to get on a date like.. take your L

Please go and get checked. Just lost a family member who was 26 because he ignored the symptoms. Hopefully it’s nothing sinister but always better to be safe than sorry later. Stay positive my friend.

I am glad you are alive. I hope for you to get the help you need. Professional, and proper treatment.

I'm sorry you lost your boyfriend.

Makes sense.

You've got comments about advising people to smash mdma.

Please get help

this is the start of a beautiful journey, it’s time to find yourself. don’t drink, don’t smoke, don’t boof, focus on your family and friends, and know that the past is the past.

yeah but its different for me. i cant just not selfharm or quit drugs and shi its hard aff. trust me i flushed over a hundred pills down the toilet once bc i promised myself i'd get clean but i just couldnt do it so i relapsed once i found more pills. im gonna smoke a gram of weed soon anywayss

Eek

its not that easy. the problem is im really unstable and i do shit impulsively and recklessly without even thinking. if it was so easy to just stop i wouldnt have made this post

I’ve dealt with depression for the past 11 years of my life

i dont think you realize how addiction and mental health issues work.

Who are you helping if you're this harsh? Psychotic episode or not she seems in distress, and it's shitty to dismiss one person's experience based on your personal experience.

bad diet doesn't cause cancer

but it can make difficult shits which makes the hemorrhoids

I can’t believe in mentioning this on reddit for the third time in just as many days, but if you ever notice black poop after taking some pepto bismol (you mention of bowl movement issues brought this to mind) don’t have a huge freak out. The bismuth in pepto can turn some of your poop black.

That’s not too bad. In US, it’s about that much. Ironically, if they find cancer, our insurance covers it, but if not, they won’t.

You can you just chose not to

My diet was definitely not good. Dirty bulking while gymming, a LOT of protein and no fibre, fruit or veggies. My stress levels have risen and emotions have plummeted due to health anxiety so now I’m wondering if this is all connected

Thank you, I definitely want to step away from Google and the forums after this post. My gastro issues started as a constant pain and has kinda just turned into a lesser, but noticeable issue. Some days I’ll feel fine in my stomach but every day, my bowel movements will be the same concerning movements that make get me down in the dumps

In Australia I think it’s 1500 to 2000. It’s only a couple weeks of pay so not too bad I guess

What a loser he is! He could have scammed you for so much more if he’d played the long game.

One way to look at it is: I'd gladly pay a gas money amount to weed out a dud like that immediately. He could have showed up, mooched a meal out of you or maybe more before you found out they're not worth a damn.

see a doctor - colon cancer is one of the worst deaths... here's a google:

What is the death rate of colon cancer?

If the cancer is diagnosed at a localized stage, the survival rate is 91%. If the cancer has spread to surrounding tissues or organs and/or the regional lymph nodes, the 5-year survival rate is 72%. If colon cancer has spread to distant parts of the body, the 5-year survival rate is 14%.

That's not so bad. My mom met this scammer on Facebook and fell in love. He's an engineer located in Oslo, Norway yet his selfie was in shorts and a t-shirt. He's Australian but grew up in the US and owns a Lamborghini and a Mercedes. He's flying private to Detroit this weekend where she will pick him up. She went to Detroit last weekend during the snowstorm and got a hotel but his plane got delayed. He wanted 3k for the flight because he doesn't have access to his credit cards. He also wants $2,300 for a laptop and an Apple watch. She knows he's a scammer but, "They worked it out" and "He's going to be a good father to me because I need a father." I'm 37.

I think it’s clear that your focus needs to be on your own mental health and well being and addressing the things that lead to you attempting to take your own life before you attempt any kind of romantic relationship.