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the girls at the brothel are not okay honey

Before your first dose, you still have a brutal headache. It's not necessarily the meds that make your brain foggy, it's mostly that you can feel your brain bouncing against your skull every time you try to think or breathe.

Time to post the note.

I remember you and your initial post about this, OP. My goodness, what a situation you are in. My heart breaks for you.

If anything, the responsibility lies with whatever or whomever made Skyler feel that it was not ok to be gay or bi. He must have been so confused and unaware of who he really was. Insecure probably, to be acting the way he did with his friends. You know how they say ‘you always hurt the ones you love’? You got deeply hurt in his process, but it was not your fault he killed himself. He obviously had a lot of inner turmoil that only got worse because of his own actions. The best thing you can do it try and forgive him. And try to forgive yourself. You didn’t reach out because of the barrier that Skyler put there in the first place.

I wish you inner peace and healing.

Nice creative writing did you do it yourself or use chatGPT?

Did you even read the other posts ? Cause your comment doesn’t work at all for OPs scenario. He shouldn’t have held on with both hands and every toe.

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Stop it! You are not responsible for the actions of others. If I pour gasoline on myself and set myself on fire, I chose to do that. No one else is to blame. It's a tragedy, no lie. What it's not is your fault. My mother decided to stop taking her life savings meds. She died as a result. She was old and sick and didn't want to be a burden. We told her she wasn't a burden and we loved her and needed her. She finally started taking meds but the two years off damaged her. She died 11 months ago. What she did or didn't do was her choice and hers alone. I miss her.

This is why when you find someone who puts up with your ass and loves you as much as you love them, you hold on with both hands and use every toe to grab on.

I, unfortunately, failed 19 years ago, coming up on 20 this 30th. There is nothing you can do but try to learn to live with yourself and continue living day by day.

Girls at the brothel would guzzle pain meds all the time! I thought it was okay!

I didn't want to bother her at work

She probably doesn’t take random medicine all the time. She knows what’s in her medicine cabinet, knows what it’s for, and knows how much to take. To you, it seems random because you don’t know these things. Next time you’re not feeling well, ask her what to take or read the package very carefully before taking any.

I'm on mobile so paragraphs are kinda difficult. I tried to format it but it didn't work.

Thank you for the kindness. I'll look into that. 💜

Hey, sorry everybody here is jumping your shit. You made a mistake. I read your previous post. You’ve missed some things while some heavy shit was going on, so first of all, be nice to yourself. What you need to do is embrace asking questions via google, and if the first one is Benadryl, then make the second search complex ptsd. Read everything you can. You will learn so much about yourself.

Also, you need to reassure your room mate that you’re going to be ok. She’s taken a hell of a gamble, and she’s rightly afraid. Don’t let your fear and anxiety ruin this. Be honest and ask her for more help with little things. She knows your story, it will make her feel better.

Also, stop beating yourself up. Life is hard, it’s different for everybody, and I know doctors who couldn’t live a day like you. Stop saying you’re stupid. To yourself, to others. I’m old now, and I promise 18 and 26 can be the same thing. Get your GED and explore the world cautiously as you get used to being safe.

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Lol I once took like 30 of the benadryl at a party I stayed in my cousin room the come up was good (was playing GTA and got really euphoria it was like 4d) but after a while I fell asleep with my eyes open and blacked out only to occasionally go to the bathroom oh and my dick shrunk.

They can also give you NAC for a Tylenol overdose if you get there in time

Okay, I'm done, this post cannot be real, you cannot be real. There's just no way.

My roommate said I must have poured tablespoons. I didn't know there was a difference.

Benadryl can be incredibly dangerous

I think most anyone of breathing age would know that you’re not supposed to take a half a bottle of anything even remotely resembling medicine. This person may be accidentally or subconsciously suicidally stupid.