I smoked DMT “dream sand” once and looked in the mirror, I remember looking like the thing from The Fantasic Four, then I went to take a piss and my penis also looked like “clay” or “rock”.. that’s when I freaked out … good thing it didn’t last longer than like 20 minutes, strong shit.

Well yes we all saw your penis but no biggie we were all pointing and giggling.

well did you pass?

It's not all you. You're not crazy. Providing financially doesn't mean he has met every single need. He needs to acknowledge what you do and have sacrificed is just as important. Years of doing all of the night parenting still haunt me sometimes. It would be worth looking for a professional to talk to and process some of your totally justified feelings.

Meat gazer?

In the reserves, I went long periods of time without being tested, then I’d be randomly selected for a couple of months in a row. It seemed to actually be random.

let the drugs take you.

We were pretty lax. A chief or JO would get a sealed envelope the day before and would tell us the day of. This was the reserves. If we resked there were no consequences.

I have never heard of someone failing. Limited experience, of course, but it seems insane to risk a dishonorable discharge for something so stupid!

JFC, 1 MG of acid… Lmao!!

what were you even expecting ppl to say bruv, if you truly think this was real, you need help.

Man, you’d think that joining the military would convince you not to make dumb decisions in life.

As a dad, I can tell you how I would be, so this is from my viewpoint, not trying to hurt, you, but want to be truthful. If he loves your child, and deeply loves you as well, his heart is broke, his confidence and trust in doing his best is now in question, he may pull away from you to protect his heart. Is he 100% right, no, but the hurt is there and will take time to rebuild. Communication will be the key, and both of you will have to work on it. Please approach him and let him know you want to rebuild and it will take time. He will learn to trust in you again, he will learn to confide in you again, and he will learn how to help out so you feel it as well. As tough as men try to be, in reality we have a most fragile heart. Also know he 100% wants your relationship back the way it was. My middle son gave me a father's day card that brought me to tears. Inside he had written, "When I was young I wanted you around more. Now that I am on my own, I realize that you were sacrificing so we did not have to."

Based off this post it’s entirely possible that your beauty and job are also delusions formed from meth psychosis.

I am a pretty asf young lady, if I wanted meth I would be throwing it back in a trap den, not going near some dodge alleyway tyvm.

but seriously I work 40+ hours a week doing agri work with stringent employer requirements, if I wanted to get high on one of the most lethal and stigmatised substances out there I probs wouldnt be getting promoted at this job or joking about drug use publicly.

Something is nothing and nothing is everything.

This is the type of story those in res life talk about for YEARS

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I read an article the other day about how the core of the earth is starting to change the direction of its rotation, so it’s kind of the same.

Maybe it was just the van you’re buying crystal meth out of?

I'm disappointed this comment section is less microwave puns and more people urging me to seek serious mental help. like babes, thankyou for stating the obvious.

Virtual hugs to you.

Thank you for this story. I've taken 5 tabs a couple times before (unknown strength) and everything in my house came alive. Never got to the universe spilling secrets level of high before!

On a bright note your dress had pockets, that’s pretty awesome.

you're right. this has all been a complicated hack job to plug my soundcloud. @sugarandvelvet

This is why you always have a trip sitter with you.

str8 up thankyou.