She needs to break up with you. And you are going to let her. Stop making excuses, get therapy, and stay single until you are no longer a threat to people you claim to love. You are violent and abusive and she deserves better.

You’re an asshole for that.

Yeah, women don't go around leaving snail trails 😭 Normally we clean well enough, and worse case scenario, use a panty liner

She should be. And if thats how you're going to react when she says something you don't like (or triggers you), then maybe you shouldn't be in a relationship until you get your anger in check. You just traumatized her even more. You are responsible for your actions and response to your emotions.

You are both so young and what you're doing is manipulative and disgusting. She has a right to leave if it comes to that and if you really loved her you would accept that without threatening her or yourself. You need to apologize and give her space. You sound very codependent on her and I would highly reccoment therapy.

Edit for OPs update: YOU need to leave for HER safety. Ofc she isn't going to break up with you, you guys are codependent AND you just physically injured her to make her promise never to break up w you-why tf would she leave after that? If you really care about not hurting her, you will step out of the relationship until you get your shit together. This is YOUR responsibility, not hers. By trying to make her break up with you (after assaulting her), you're putting the responsibility on her.

Why would you do that to your doctor? OP is 🗑

Almost feels like OP gets off on this kind of humiliation. The gynecologist shouldn't have had to deal with that. Ew.

I have had a lost condom found in me during a pelvic exam. I thought the dude stealthed. But it was hanging out by my cervix for a day or day and a half.

If you check his comments you can still see it at least on mobile.

I find it amusing he was basically going "bring up on!" But still deleted his comment.

Ahh yes the ol, are you pokin the right hole test

That’s rude tbh.

r/trashy

>I've also has anger issues in the past and she's been helping me work through them.

if you aren't already, you need therapy. your partner should not be your therapist

girl respectfully what the fuck… this isnt real it cant be why would u do that to someone

Block them

This absolutely will affect your Pap smear….it will mostly likely come back as irregular

Username checks out.

That's disgusting have some respect.

You'll probably break up, and by the way, she's completely right to do so

Fucking gross, gtfo

Definitely not limited to DMT, dude. Learn your chemistry and about the wide array of tryptamines through which many have encountered these types of entities. Perhaps you've not encountered them, but there are plenty of published reports. Do you realize that psilocin is a tryptamine? It's 4-HO-DMT. Oh, and BLESS YOUR HEART, but I'm Gen X.

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gross

I bet you are a fat girl

You are fucking gross and have zero respect for your doctor

You need to find shame. This is disgusting