No dry food left?

I got no clue why people are hating on this shit but people gotta realise that everyone deals with their own shit and are allowed to rant about shit if it makes them feel better. Good luck man, meaningless sex isn’t gonna fill that void but I think you already know that. I hope it all goes well for you. Have a good day.

We don't have to assume alot when you say things like "only person I've ever loved" at 19.. You're young, probably lots more heartbreak and bad sex on the way. The advice to spread those wings is a solid one.

How can I forget?

Looking at or noticing attractive people, sure. Paying for someone to sexually turn you on is a whole other thing.

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This sounds like a lame therapeutic post.

With that said, it sounds like you paid for a great lesson. Leave it at that and forgive yourself for the fuckup. Walk away with he excellent life less and FORGET IT EVER HAPPENED. For real, forget it. And whatever you do, do not tell your ex or any other person.... ever. Strike it from your mind and move forward.

I really want it. And yes, I'm not in the right place and that's why I'm not getting back with my ex right now. But I'm making the efforts to grow as a person and be better and happier, I'm going to therapy. Besides there is very little information in this post to assume anything, I'm just talking about certain events in my life and my personal growth

Lol, typical cat.

There's nothing better to be than that.

It's enough to say it's not for you.

Don't be negative on the sex worker or sex work because it didn't give you what you need.

Honestly at 19 you don't know enough to be making most of the statements you are. You sound like you should really spread your wings a little bit and not go back to your ex. Going back to what's familiar is good and all, but unless you really want it you'll not be happy. And it doesn't sound like either of you are in the right place to be happy.

What do you mean? Can you explain? I don't really understand the question

Good sir, why do you start and seem to fear things that do sound so fair?

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Whole subreddit is fiction, has been for a while.

>he told me he got a lap dance but didnt enjoy it.

>if he got to enjoy one i want to enjoy one too!

Are you stupid

And meanwhile I had no idea what “busking” was…

Lol this is funny - did you know in the 60s, what tV station you got in CT basically determined whether or not you’d be a Yankees or a Red Sox fan. Some stations carried Boston games, some carried New York lol. So because of that, in some places, you could live across the street from someone and have a rival team you cheered for.

She sounds unhinged but I have to admit your wedding sounds so complicated I could barely follow. I didn't even know "bridal assistants" were a thing. Ring security, first look, and bridal cottage are also new ones for me.

This is definitely what would happen.

Oh no! Only thing I really would be concerned about is if the laptop was the ‘schools’ and they monitored ‘history’. They would have access to the stuff you do on your school account. They can't access everything going just through their access to your ‘school acct. There are many ways for them to see what you ‘search’ on the computer, if they do have things installed on it. I wouldn’t worry. Your obvious , quick disconnect from the ‘search results ‘ will surely reveal your shock at ‘the results’.

go yankees

No need to do a chargeback when you can just cancel and see if they pro-rate it

hell yeah, flat stanley reference

It was obviously a joke. I know tone doesn’t carry over to text to well, but you can’t all be this dense