What is enby?

Are they now, every single one of them are?

Seriously? Such a bad advice. I'm sorry officer, I'm standing in front of this person window only because I'm looking for love...

Depending on your phone situation, his number might be on your old phone bills.

I can message you a copy of the chart if you so desire.

I'm not even sure if we have that network in the UK...

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If you have verizon, you certainly can get your numbers that come and go..

If your deck is an 8 none of mine break 6. And if true CEDH players are rating your deck as an 8 then I would guess that makes it a CEDH 8. Which is 10+ on the casual scale

Phonetic pronunciation of "NB", meaning Non-Binary; Someone who doesn't identify strictly as a man or woman.

Idk I feel like I take everything too seriously, nobody seemed to care. It's just that in my class they critize everyone very harshly and if it happens to me I feel like they hate me but maybe only a few really do or they don't care about me at all.

Thank you for your comment.

They could be ace or greysexual.

Yeah, I have to say that while it would maybe be seen as unprofessional in certain circles if your realtor sent an emoji, you are the customer and you weren’t rude. Personally, I am the same way you are and like laughing and humor to make light of situations, and I want to work with people who can volley it back and forth.

Towards the end of my college career after a long break, I had to take a freshman level class for a new prerequisite and the professor would tell the class every time a paper was due that emojis don’t belong in research papers lol

No I see your point, the way I was thinking ultimately made me mess up the entire thing and I won't be looking to date anyone again any time soon. No point putting anyone else through that again, at least not until I figure out my own issues around dating. And no, he was actually really nice and very confident about the entire thing whereas I was not clearly.

realtors are fuckin scumbag trash, so losing her over an emoji is pretty much your best case scenario

Right! they need the precursor of the 2nd to facilitate the 1st lol

Honestly I don't think there'll be a next one, not for quite a while anyway.

This is such sage advice. Please get therapy for your past trauma so you don't end up doing these kind of things again.

Life lessons be painful so hopefully you don't forget them again down the line. Hopefully it goes better with the next one

I go off a chart on the Commander Plaza discord server for deckrating (which is where I have had my deck submitted and rated as a power 8 by multiple cEDH players). The lowest rating I’ve gotten is a 7.5 (dude cited no free countermagic, no imperial seal, no duals as to his reason).

Point being that my deck is definitely in high power-cEDH territory. It is just subjective ratings by different people with different mindsets that constitutes their own definitions of deck rating.

No, honestly your thoughts are not normal or healthy. Feeling some nervousness before a date is normal.

Normal thoughts are "does my hair look good, will they like my outfit, I hope I don't talk too much, etc."

Your thoughts are "this person probably isn't going to like me and I'm going to be let down like the past".

Normal people have some trepidation on what is to come, but they still go on a date.

You have these intrusive/harmful thoughts that are indicative of something deeper seeded that you might want to figure out or talk to a therapist about. It's not just mere thoughts. It's also affected your actions which is really extreme.

You've provided no indication that this person was anything less than friendly/respectful. To delete someone's number entirely is a very strong reaction to... really nothing at all. Unless he was texting you dick and butthole pics or saying disgusting things, I don't see why you would delete the text thread either.

non binary i guess. had to look it up too

You're honestly probably not wrong, although I'm sure a lot of people have doubts before they go on dates. They're probably just not as reactionary as I was which is an issue all of its own anyway.

Not necessarily because a) there is so many cards I can’t remember, b) I look at what cards synergize with the deck and take those cards to brew my own deck

Netdecking is usually defined as buying/using/copying a deck seen in a tournament and sometimes on the internet (basically MtG plagiarism) The difference being I brewed my own deck using a bit of research, thus, it doesn’t fit the definition well.

Damn, I'm sorry that happened to you, shame you can't find him. And thank you!