Yikes! No fun! You gotta stop forcing, you gotta use a squatty potty to get yourself in the correct position, and you gotta be more gentle with everything surrounding bathroom time.

I’m confused, your therapist talks about her partner “a lot” in therapy?

Isn’t that the real FU?

Therapy is about YOU, and your life. I don’t think that in 20 years of on and off therapy, I had a therapist explicitly mention partners, even though I have done so much unloading about MY relationships. Never anything more than wedding rings, maybe family picture on the desk.

If you hear a lot of her talking about her life on the clock, that’s not really professional on her part. I know it’s friendly but the therapist is not your friend.

>A more useful question is what could be changed about how the team functions to prevent this from happening again.

Easy; change the camera man.

At least you’d be experiencing something sexual 😂✌️ I’m out, my bf is coming home now 😉

Glad you're swimming in money, but to a lot of people, if not most, $135 is a lot of money.

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Child’s play. I accidentally sold my oak wood in Minecraft skyblock and had to wait an entire tree growth cycle to get more.

Thank you for your support. Hopefully my injury heals up sooner rather than later but the progress is frustratingly slow and I’m seriously afraid I’ll eventually end up with a permanent scar, even if the damage is otherwise fully healed funcionally

I'm glad to hear you are talking to someone and working on yourself. Keep it up! You are worth it!

He’s just keeping his options open, he’s using you as a back up….keep you on the shelf ready to go in case he needs you. Ex’s being friends only works if the romantic part is dead and buried, you still have feelings so you are just going to get hurt.

Op please don’t do this. I did this with My cat years ago and he got fleas! The hallways are extremely dirty in apartment building and fleas and ticks can live for years without a host. Signed someone who’s dealt with it.

if you only get 1 shot at it how can your process not have any redundancy at all? at least 2 cam ops! its not on you op

Awh geeze. The poor man.

Get a tougher penis.

I did see a counseler and we’ve been working on ways to make sure that I never make mistakes like that again. To be fair, I’ve had a pretty rough year and I do have anger issues from time to time, but that fuck up with the knife was a waking call for me to work on improving my emotional and mental well-being to prevent shit like this from ever happening again. I wasn’t suicidal, I just had a pretty short explosive fuse and it has led to previous fuck ups I regret. Now I’m cautious about even giving into my anger and I dread getting super pissed because that’s when I become the most reckless

Schoolboy error. Once bitten twice shy though...eh

This is heavy doc

Maybe this is unusual - I’m still in touch with an ex’s family and have even been to their thanksgivings, even in periods where my friendship with my ex was in a rocky place lol. They’re just awesome people and I genuinely like them. Not once in the 7-8 years since we’ve broken up have they mentioned anything about the possibility of us getting back together, or wishing we would, or anything like that. It can happen! But maybe not often lol.

OP, are you seeing anyone for your mental health?

Do they not have multiple cameras at different angles to prevent this from happening?

Btw, this sounds a lot like Masterchef based on how you described the show format.

I advise some baby wipes if you have any to wipe with. Will help with the chaffing from using tp too often.

I’d say intentional, but I wasn’t thinking clearly because I was so blinded with rage. Never doing that again

This was self harm. That's why they keep mentioning they did it after losing a friend.

It sounds to me like a good topic to bring up at your next session. You can say they both looked super uncomfortable and see if the therapist acknowledges it and/or if your therapist says it was all in your head. Should be some interesting stuff underneath!

It’s unclear if it was an accident or intentional…